Is it bad 2 be a virgin ? for a guy who is waiting his right girl ?

i dono why it took along time but i hate using a girl for ma indeeds or just for losing my virginlty with if u wonde rif im gay im not im just waitin ma right girl i lost ma girl since like 4 years in acar accident and i dono or even trust and some ppl think im gay bec im not havin a girl or i dono so any1 can help